Today there was no sadness
Tonight there will be no tears
Tomorrow I expect no laughter
I expect no cheer
No pain can touch me
No pleaser can sooth me
No darkness will grasp me
No light can find me
I do not love
I do not hate
I will never be angered
And can never be proud
I am numb
Im a cowered ill admit it I can’t confront some ppl and I never will. I wish I could though then I’d be able to say how I feel used hurt and tired I can explain how confused I am. I am an extremely jealous person anyone who knows me knows I always have been and always will be we can’t all be perfect.
So along with being a cowered im also a liar or at least I was. Im not lying to someone I love and who loves me anymore im growing balls growing up and getting out b4 its to late
I am not an object
I am not a whore
I am not a councillor
I am not a police officer
Im not second choice
And im nobody’s back up plan
Im sick of almost everyone I know fitting me in 1 or 2 of those slots till the people who clame “care” decide to care about ME and not what I can do for them im done Im on strike deal with it.
So I can’t reply to your post, and I’d prefer not reblogging it… SO..
Your plan sounds FANTASTIC and I completely agree, but the van better be purple ;)
I enjoy the thought of never having to deal with those things, that sounds.. relaxing!
But sorry, personally I don’t want a Mexican chick
other than that… sounds good :)
Don’t be picky what else am I gonna find u in Mexico
Ok so here’s the plan: Everyone SUCKS but us the past few days have shown this so were buying a van. We are going to paint the van purple and live in it. We will then drive around for years and years selling random shit we make for gas money. We never have to deal with killer moms and demon Jess’s. Just me u our purple van and the open road we could even drive down and live in Mexico find u a hot little Mexican chick change our names and live out the rest of our lives as (haven’t thought of names yet) masters of the free world
Psh. I already knew all of these. #ElitistVegetarian
oh cool! 8 things I can eat more of.
Sadly not the weirdest shit I heard containing “meat” or other animal product people should stop looking into it unless allergies are an issue or other health concerns my mom studies this shit for a living and after chats with her there’s stuff about food u NEVER want to know about
And I find it kind of funny I find it kind of sad the dreams in which Im dying are the best I’ve ever had