Fear No More
Its silly to think everything in life should be easy. As more time passes I’m starting to realize something worth it is worth fighting for as cliche as that maybe. I really wish I could just close my eyes wake up and have everything the way I want but that’s not gonna happen so its time to start setting goals.
Goal one - School, its time to get my ass in gear I’ll be 20 in July and I would like to graduate and put high school behind me finally. (2 years lates better then never)
Goal two - I need to work on my fear of leaving home. After a very long stay in the hospital when I was 11 I haven’t been able to stay away from home for more then a week without freaking. I wanna move out this year. I probably won’t make it out of Surrey but for now its a start. I’m hoping to have moved in with my darling and sexy Rae (nightly pillow fights in our undies included) by July or when she can afford it.
Goal 3 - Post secondary. By the end of this year I wanna be enrolled in some form of post secondary schooling. I still don’t know what I wanna do when I’m all done but at the very least I wanna take some philosophy and eastern religion classes to start the ball rolling.
And lastly goal 4 - A better job. Not that I don’t lobe the job I have but I wanna start looking more towards a career path
All these goals are gonna helped me grow up and finally be ready for the life I’ve been dreaming of and with the man I’ve been dreaming of I just have to work for it, but I’ve never met someone more worth me putting in all the effort I can possibly exert.
