Its silly to think everything in life should be easy. As more time passes I’m starting to realize something worth it is worth fighting for as cliche as that maybe. I really wish I could just close my eyes wake up and have everything the way I want but that’s not gonna happen so its time to start setting goals.
Goal one - School, its time to get my ass in gear I’ll be 20 in July and I would like to graduate and put high school behind me finally. (2 years lates better then never)
Goal two - I need to work on my fear of leaving home. After a very long stay in the hospital when I was 11 I haven’t been able to stay away from home for more then a week without freaking. I wanna move out this year. I probably won’t make it out of Surrey but for now its a start. I’m hoping to have moved in with my darling and sexy Rae (nightly pillow fights in our undies included) by July or when she can afford it.
Goal 3 - Post secondary. By the end of this year I wanna be enrolled in some form of post secondary schooling. I still don’t know what I wanna do when I’m all done but at the very least I wanna take some philosophy and eastern religion classes to start the ball rolling.
And lastly goal 4 - A better job. Not that I don’t lobe the job I have but I wanna start looking more towards a career path
All these goals are gonna helped me grow up and finally be ready for the life I’ve been dreaming of and with the man I’ve been dreaming of I just have to work for it, but I’ve never met someone more worth me putting in all the effort I can possibly exert.