Living Secrets

kentballs: stonecoldsteveaustin: It’s a sad, sad world this...

Thu, 03 May 2012 21:17:41 -0400

stonecoldsteveaustin:

It’s a sad, sad world

this is danger personified.

I love the song she’s singing its the first of 3 Fiona Apple songs I sing Thursdays at the bar

Today there was no sadness Tonight there will be no tears Tomorrow I expect no laughter I expect no...

Sun, 29 Apr 2012 04:13:50 -0400

Today there was no sadness
Tonight there will be no tears
Tomorrow I expect no laughter
I expect no cheer
No pain can touch me
No pleaser can sooth me
No darkness will grasp me
No light can find me
I do not love
I do not hate
I will never be angered
And can never be proud
I am numb
Finally numb

Again?

Tue, 24 Apr 2012 15:49:49 -0400

Im a cowered ill admit it I can’t confront some ppl and I never will. I wish I could though then I’d be able to say how I feel used hurt and tired I can explain how confused I am. I am an extremely jealous person anyone who knows me knows I always have been and always will be we can’t all be perfect.

So along with being a cowered im also a liar or at least I was. Im not lying to someone I love and who loves me anymore im growing balls growing up and getting out b4 its to late

freehugslg: Damn.. Is this a sign or is someone just teasing...

Tue, 24 Apr 2012 14:18:38 -0400

freehugslg:

Damn.. Is this a sign or is someone just teasing me.. motorcycles everywhere.. DAMN! So sexy…
Next girlfriend I am totally hoping rides motorcycles!

Y font u get a bike license and ride urself?

DONE

Tue, 24 Apr 2012 12:36:25 -0400

I am not an object
I am not a whore
I am not a councillor
I am not a police officer
Im not second choice
And im nobody’s back up plan
Im sick of almost everyone I know fitting me in 1 or 2 of those slots till the people who clame “care” decide to care about ME and not what I can do for them im done Im on strike deal with it.

Band aid!

Mon, 23 Apr 2012 12:53:36 -0400

freehugslg:

So I can’t reply to your post, and I’d prefer not reblogging it… SO..
Your plan sounds FANTASTIC and I completely agree, but the van better be purple ;)
I enjoy the thought of never having to deal with those things, that sounds.. relaxing!
But sorry, personally I don’t want a Mexican chick
other than that… sounds good :)

Don’t be picky what else am I gonna find u in Mexico

Bandaid

Sun, 22 Apr 2012 14:31:56 -0400

Ok so here’s the plan: Everyone SUCKS but us the past few days have shown this so were buying a van. We are going to paint the van purple and live in it. We will then drive around for years and years selling random shit we make for gas money. We never have to deal with killer moms and demon Jess’s. Just me u our purple van and the open road we could even drive down and live in Mexico find u a hot little Mexican chick change our names and live out the rest of our lives as (haven’t thought of names yet) masters of the free world

innerchrist: I’ll never not reblog this. And ill reblog it...

Sun, 22 Apr 2012 14:29:04 -0400

innerchrist:

I’ll never not reblog this.

And ill reblog it cause I love my gay Christian and she can believe in what ever she wants no matter how much taco she eats

kentballs: thewalrusroom: Psh. I already knew all of these....

Sun, 22 Apr 2012 14:23:00 -0400

kentballs:

thewalrusroom:

Psh. I already knew all of these. #ElitistVegetarian

oh cool! 8 things I can eat more of.

Sadly not the weirdest shit I heard containing “meat” or other animal product people should stop looking into it unless allergies are an issue or other health concerns my mom studies this shit for a living and after chats with her there’s stuff about food u NEVER want to know about

And I find it kind of funny I find it kind of sad the dreams in which Im dying are the best...

Sat, 21 Apr 2012 19:43:35 -0400

And I find it kind of funny I find it kind of sad the dreams in which Im dying are the best I’ve ever had

Can't sleep at all

Thu, 19 Apr 2012 03:08:14 -0400

My minds going a mile a minute im happy im mad im confused. I kinda feel like I may be having a slight breakdown but with no recollection as to y… I feel like a what not a who an object to be used (PS nothing brought on any of this just lying in bed looking into darkness…. im a mess)

Maybe I'm high...

Sun, 12 Feb 2012 02:20:06 -0500

…so maybe I’m paranoid

Simple minded

Sun, 12 Feb 2012 01:53:46 -0500

I’ve always been simple. I’ve always been slow. I’ve always had my “moments”. I’ve never been a fool.

I’m brave, scared, strong, weak, smart, dumb, whole, broken, happy, sad, confused, used, angry, content, high, sober, drunk, dying, living, laughing, crying…. I’m empty and lost in need of salvation my mind if full but blank and if u think u understand what u see here u cant even start. I used to be one now I’m 2 some times I’m one up one down one me the other i dont know who. This is my mind sometimes i lose it this time I’m lost.

3 years yet still scared?

Fri, 10 Feb 2012 19:07:16 -0500

How can I still be so scared of my stupid evil ass licking cunt faced douche of an ex that if I only THINK I see him in public I feel the need to hide, cry run or finally walk up and get my peace by fully bitch flipping and tearing that disgusting piece of shit a new one. I probably should mention I saw my ex on the skytrain, lucky me. I was so scared he’d see me and talk to me I started to shake cry and hopped right of the train (thank god they come every 5 or so min). I felt so pathetic I have so many things to say… ugh Bandaid I need u a field and some yelling screaming and crying… please don’t let me punch a tree it hurts.

PS text me when u read this baby doll <3

Haha sadly its exactly me :( lmao

Fri, 10 Feb 2012 18:58:18 -0500

Haha sadly its exactly me :( lmao

Bleah

Fri, 10 Feb 2012 18:56:34 -0500

Wishing I could spend the 14the with a super amazing man <3 ill for sure be thinking about him the whoollleee day and ill hopefully Skype with him that night ;p just sayin lol

Hey Ginger

Fri, 10 Feb 2012 18:54:50 -0500

U should vent ur cheesy on me and send flowers to my work Valentine’s day :p (fucking chick flicks Nicole I blame u)

But what if I already am?

Thu, 09 Feb 2012 18:55:45 -0500

But what if I already am?

Well

Wed, 08 Feb 2012 12:44:33 -0500

Ya today’s a write off woke up to stress and the sound of a pissed off 3 year old yup back to bed for another 2-1000000000000 hours

Bleah

Wed, 08 Feb 2012 02:50:42 -0500

I’m getting that knotted feeing in my tummy =( but oh well I know everythings fine. I stress to much time to chill and sleep.